Debugging Life

Lately I've buried my head in books. Mainly psychoanalytics, some fiction, and an autobiography. But this time, I'll be noting down my interpretation of this absurd but revolutionary idea given by Sigmund Freud which helps us to understand why humans in general are motivated to do things that shape their personality. I'm assuming most of you might've heard this idea of associating sex with behavioral traits by Freud. Now, if you're hearing this for the first time, it WILL seem very weird and gross. But Freud says, every child in some way or another sexualizes his mother. I mean not just in a sexual way, but he's attracted to his mother even in terms of emotional dependence. The reason being that, when a child is young, the only female interaction he gets is of his mother. And in the same way, he sees his father as someone who is taking care of his mother, to whom she is attracted. This makes the child to become like his father, because the child perceives his fa...

Hey stalkers! Yesterday around 7 in the evening, I received a call from Katie that I got the job!! I don't want to reveal a lot at the moment, but it is a big financial firm headquartered in Chicago with offices all round the US. They're paying me decent money (not too much, but given that I'm just entering the corporate, it's good), plus 401k, bonus, and UNLIMITED PAID TIME OFF !! With the option to work from anywhere in the world - which I'll be working from BOSTON or MIAMI or NYC or CALIFORNIA... I mean they're very flexible as long as I'm getting the work done. Now, I'll start searching for apartments, a car, and finally a good lifestyle!! Let's see how it goes. Extremely grateful for the gods and this life. Best, S

For the last 2 weeks, my travel monkey was itching me a lot. And I chose to follow it's wishes. Which was to take a solo trip of Africa. But given the fact that I've to meet my family back in India, I decided that I'll travel for 1 week in December. The 2 travel destinations in my mind were Morocco and Egypt. Morocco because of the beautiful city of Marakkech and Casablanca. And Egypt for Luxor, Hurgada, Alexandria, and Cairo (Giza). So, I decided to give Egypt a shot because of variety of places to explore. In this post, I'll make an itinerary of my trip (which I'll keep editing as and when required)... just in case any of you need to follow it. Places New York - Cairo (Via Flight) Cairo - Giza Giza - Luxor Luxor - Aswan Aswan - Hurgada Hurgada - Cairo Cairo - Delhi (via Flight) Activities   (TBD... I'm thinking of Nile River Cruise, Camel Rides in Giza, Quadbikes in Hurgada... but have to explore) Budget (At the moment it'll be around 1 Lakh for a luxury t...

Lately, I've been reading about some battles fought by the Indian army which basically shaped our international borders.There's one battle which struck me like lightning - The Battle of Rezang La (1962) which I first read about in a book, and later saw many videos. This battle, showed the exemplary courage of our men at Borders, and at the same time the questionable leadership of the then PM and army Generals. The WHY behind this reading Now, this battle, although is a part of history; we get to learn a lot of life lessons from it (and ofc strategic lessons). 1962 war with China started because of poor communication between the Prime Minister's announcement in parliament with the Army Chiefs, and unnecessary panic of non-army forces at the NEFA borders. And so the war begun. But again, as the war begun, PM Nehru had appointed his favorite BM Kaul as one of the generals of army, General Thapar as CoAS while replacing capable generals like General Thimayya and General Verma ...

Yo stalkers! Like always, you came here from my instagram bio, right? This post is a sequel to the post that I wrote exactly 2 years ago when I passed out of Medicaps - What Medicaps Gifted me? Where I wrote about the amazing people I met in that phase of life. As your intelligent mind might've guessed; I'm going to write about the amazing moments, lessons and people Boston has gifted me - exactly two years after the Medicaps post.! Buckle up, because this is going to be a long read :) Our graduation day! (L-R: Devesh, Me, Ritesh Bhai, Kanishk Bhai, Ashish Bhai, Him) Scene - Saint Germain Street (67-9).. Ashish Bhai is in the kitchen cooking for all of us on a Monday.. Devesh listening to KK and Atif while I'm playing my guitar on my desk.. Him working out in the hall.. It's around 9:30 PM. Ashish Bhai: Kya gaana lagaya Devesh bhai aapne! Me: KK ka Alvida laga na Life in a Metro ka please. Him: Bhai fatafat chal aate hai 2 minute me, fir baithenge. Me: Ek number bro! *...

This Sunday, we went to Six Flags of New England. And maaaan, it was full of adrenaline rush. It had all kinds of roller coasters, spinners, drops, and whatnot! And then a pool to compensate for the scorching heat of July in Massachusetts. I think I went out with a bunch of folks after a really long time. This time, it was with Him, Abhijeet, Soma, Khusbhoo, and a couple others. I genuinely felt adrenaline pumping out and experienced how time stops when your body tackles fear face to face. When you're at a height of 40 floors, just hanging with a cable which rotates you like a toy in the sky - you just can't stay normal. You feel that you're flying - but you know you are just hanging with a cable - and if in case it loses the grip - you are dead. There's a lot of risk to it, but it is what that gives you a rush of trying it! Time stops; and you can experience every millisecond of breeze touching your cheeks; with no wordly sounds at that height; just the sound of wind g...

Do you remember when you played video games during childhood? When the final boss arrives with all his might and tests you with every bit of his soul? It's like, you know you're going to win at the end; but it'll be tad bit difficult than the other levels of game. Something similar is happening lately. I'm in the final rounds of interviews, and the stress is inevitable. I'm very much confident to clear them, but there's a lot at stake; hence the stress. And this is the moment I generally resort to spend time with closest friends. But, as I said - this is the final level. Him is leaving for India next week - the one with whom I have spent countless nights discussing about things at my patio. We sat every alternate day till 4-5 AM gazing the sky, which was really the thing I looked forward to no matter how simple it seems to you.  And he being away means me having to fight this final boss by myself. Not like I can't share this with others - but they just can...